sleepwalking

i’ve had a dream stuck inside my head all day
it was the best dream i think i’ve ever had
i was laying on a rooftop staring at the stars
and my former best friend and person i’m in love with
lets call her “Anie” from now on…anyway
she came up and asked to lay next to me
she said she didn’t know any of the constellations
i tried showing her the big dipper
she couldnt find it, i put my head next to hers
and pointed each star out with her hand
she finally found it and we were laughing
then she kissed me, it was so real
my heart was racing
then she seemed panic started to get up
i stopped her and somehow told her that i loved her
i was going to kiss her when my alarm clock went off
…a terrible song to wake up to…
I don’t know how much longer i can stand this…
i still haven’t heard from her since she messaged me
i guess i’ll wait a couple more days
then i’ll try to call her..which means i’ll have to talk to her
which means it could be the end…

~ by sagelfn on March 24, 2008.