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everyone has a 100 about me post
i finally decided to do one..it was ridiculously hard
i’m more of a question and answer type person
so after reading through this if you have some questions ask

100. I have blue-ish eyes..sometimes they are a little gray or green…i think

99. I have bells palsy…thats why i make goofy faces..i woke up with it when i was 19, 2 days before my first day of college..it doesn’t bother me much anymore

98. i am right handed

97. my favorite color is orange..its kind of an obsession..thats lasted for 9 yrs

96. i don’t eat mexican food..it makes me sick

95. i love thunderstorms, i love the smell in the air, the electricity in the air..the color of the sky i love it all

94. basketball used to be my life…but now i realize i miss it more for what it was to me than the game itself

93. i cry at movies…shhh

92. i always hold the door open for people and push my chair in and it bothers me when other people don’t

91. i love snow

90. I am extremely attracted to people with Australian accents…can’t help it

89. I think this list is extrememly narcissistic…i would rather someone asked to know 100 things than for me to tell them on my own

88. I really really want to go skydiving

87. I can name any aerosmith song within 3 seconds…its been tested

86. I dont’ like things between my toes, like flip flops or toe socks or lint..bothers the crap out of me..but i do own some flip flops

85. I don’t like plain walls…i like to cover every inch in posters and whatnot

84. I freakin love shark week…i freakin love sharks

83. I play with candles as opposed to letting them burn naturally

82. when i get mad about something i usually forget about it the next day so i deem it unimportant..but sometimes it is because i get mad that i never did anything about it when it happens again…one of those cycles. i’m workin on it

81. I can’t stand when someone I love cries, nothing hurts me more than that

80. i’ve skipped more school in one semester than most people have in their entire life..not that i’m proud of it but it happened

79. when i was a kid i used to pray to god before bed to let me live through the night because i was terrified to sleep

78. i still can’t sleep unless my doors are closed and something as simple as a shoe is blocking them from opening…i’m ok with that because at least i’m doing it with the lights out

77. sometimes i quit before something can be finished because sometimes i’m afraid of failing and other times i’m afraid of not knowing the end

76. i peel my skin when i have a sunburn…i don’t know how anyone can leave it be

75. i pick scabs too

74. i like debating things, but i hate to argue with people i care about

73. i know i’m mature and wise, but sometimes i feel like a lost little kid in day to day life which is why i can get stuck in self destructive patterns

72. my middle name is Nicole…i still don’t know the point of middle names if no one uses them

71. I have 2 older brothers, obviously I only consider 1 of them my brother

70. when i was a kid my best friend was my dog tracker, he was a stray. we met at a bad time in my life and he was the only one i could talk to about it…i wrote a book about him once in grade school. one morning i woke up and he was gone my dad gave him away before i could say goodbye, i’ve never gotten over it.

69. i’m immune to poison ivy..at least so far i am

68. i always have my cell phone with me and i feel lost without it, i’m not someone who talks a lot on the phone or texts a lot either but i feel better with it near me

67. my grandma had a whole room of “keepsakes”…i have a tote and that scares me because she probably had a tote at one point…we are really alike i wish she remembered me and i wish i knew all this before her memory started fading

66. i can type anything that i’m feeling but if i say the words i almost always cry and can’t speak..i hate that

65. i love post secret..i wish people were always that honest

64. my bro and i have an unspoken bond but i wish we talked

63. i dont really like my name

62. i like nighttime more than daytime

61. some days i do absolutely nothing and i’m fine with it, but when i have to work i regret the days i did nothing

60. i like to sleep in unless there’s something i want to do early

59. I have a scar on the roof of my mouth from my straw when my mom hit a pot hole in a parking lot…now i never drink out of a straw while moving.

58. I feel like there are a lot of things i should know that other people do but i’m afraid to ask

57. I don’t remember most of my childhood

56. I got lost at the county fair for over 2 hours when i was about 6…2 cops found me, everytime someone asks me why i want to be a cop i remember that..because i like that reason better than the real one.

55. i was in band for 6 years, i never practiced and was second best

54. I made the winning free throw in a basketball game in double overtime, i cried the whole busride home because my mom chose not to come to my game

53. “starry night” is my favorite painting…it makes me feel better to know that someone so broken inside can still see such beauty

52. photography is becoming a new hobbie for me, it feels good to have one again

51. mannequins that have fake hair and resemble people creep me out very very much

50. mt dew is my favorite soda…and i call it soda not pop

49. i would love to go to Africa and do aid work, because i think it would help me more than the people there

48. i taught myself how to swim and ride a bike in the same summer, i was 7

47. i think i’m a huge dork and a cool person all in one

46. when i was a little kid me and my brothers used to take our mattresses and use them like sleds down the stairs to our basement…it was the most fun i remember having in that house

45. sometimes i miss playing in piles of leaves…i miss duck duck goose and hide and seek too

44. for some reason every time i read “illinois” i pronounce the “s” in my head

43. i hate small talk, i find it pointless

42. my mom beat the shit out of me one day, i let her and never fought back or said a word…we’re alright now but every time i need someone to talk to and want to call her i remember that day

41. i almost drowned in a river, my dad never took us fishing again but i wasn’t scared and miss fishing

40. my favorite tv show ever is “la femme nikita” and no one i know has even heard of it..

39. people around me treat me like “dear abby”…i want someone to be that for me too

38. i still like to drink kool-aid

37. i usually over tip to make up for all the assholes that under tip

36. i hate my job but love my co workers, thats the only thing keeping me there

35. I can’t dance but that doesn’t stop me

34. I have been lucky enough to have some amazing people in my life who have given me more than i’ll ever believe i’m worthy of

33. I love the color of the sky when the sun sets

32. if you look in my closet you’ll find jeans and t-shirts and not much else

31. when i was little and i got new shoes i would sleep with them like they were stuffed animals

30. Zoo’s make me sad

29. I was 7 the first time i rode a dirt bike by myself, i miss riding

28. one of my favorite things as a kid was riding on my dad’s shoulders

27. when i was 17 i spent a week voluntarily in a pyschward, they gave me a 3 page pamphlet on depression and kept me locked in a room 17hrs a day. I’ve never been the same since, not in a good way either.

26. i have a lot of scars from cutting, i am fine with them

25. when i was 16 gas was 98 cents a gallon…i miss that

24. pictures of people i knew used to creep me out because i always felt like i was being watched

23. i used to write songs instead of keeping a diary…they were more like poems but i called them songs

22. if you ask what my favorite type of music is i would say rock, but really most of what i listen to is singer/songwriter types like missy higgins, rachael yamagata, damien rice, fiona apple…stuff like that

21. sometimes i see something black fly across a room, i always thought it was just me but once another person saw the same thing at the same time as me so i know something is up

20. i have a guitar i can’t play

19. i take a bubble bath a few times a week, i think everyone should treat themselves to one

18. i like going for walks or jogs late at night

17. my favorite ice cream is peanut butter cup

16. i am going to get a tattoo soon

15. 15 was my number in basketball, same as my 3 favorite players

14. i’m always described as easy going..and i agree i think i am

13. if you hurt someone i care about i hurt you..thats the only time i think i fight

12. i’m not impressed by anyone based on their looks, probably because i know how untrue that is

11. when i get excited i get really loud, and my thoughts go faster than i can talk…so usually i’m a terrible story teller

10. i set 2 alarms every night in case 1 of them doesn’t work…its happened a few times

9. i don’t answer my phone unless i know who’s calling me

8. i can’t stand to sleep with my socks on..it has happened and in the morning i am amazed that it happened…

7. oddly enough i seriously have cat like reflexes…

6. i realized probably the most significant thing about myself recently and don’t know how to tell anyone

5. my favorite way to relax is to lay on the ground and stare at the stars

4. after i read the first chapter of a book i skip to the last page

3. I fell in love with my best friend, i don’t think i’ll ever tell her

2. i keep my blog a secret from people i know in real life

1. I feel like i’m capable of doing great things because of all the shit i’ve gone through

~ by sagelfn on April 15, 2008.

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